THIS ONE HAS DIEEEED OF UGLINESS.

GO HERE FROM NOW ON.

OMIGOSH... i came bakk!!

ok i feel really stoopid... i shoulda done this on 0101/04... buh o well its the thought that counts =) these are some good ol' times... things im gonna remember forever & ever & ever. enjoyy i wasted lotsa time on thiss ... lotsa them are repeatss but its okayy

~2003~ (these r in a totalllly random order)

heh one of my favez<3 me & my girlz of cj '03 -- top: donna & jessie - middle: haena, christine, nat, soo, syyu, rose - bottom: jane, me & lara

last cj concert u guyz...

 <3

kingz dominion budz<3 syyu haena lara me jessie tiffany

o dear.. minah connie greg haena sawada maria jackson james

all state auditionz... puaha rosie me jessie syyu haena

wootton hc '03 ~ haena jessie donna me syyu

churchill hc '03 dinnah me & syyu

wootton hc '03

halloween '03

chuchill hc '03 maria tommy syyu andrew me lisa steph donna nat

AAHAHAHAHAA wootton hc '03 dinnah... the 2 lovebirds

i swear they were the most intimate couple there =P

me & syyu @ churchill hc '03

it was nice meetin ya mikay... thanx fer blockin my face =)

THAT... would be Blair... ::sigh::.. i guess not allll of my 2003 memoriez were good... blech o welll... met some nice people =) had some... interestin' experiencez... arghh... whooo knowz... hopefully i'll live =\

okie there were soooo many more people who made my 2003 so specialllll.... buh either i dun have a pic of ya or those pictures wont freakin show up... so i'll juss name them here =) elisa, my nerdiee kathEE, lydia, henry, naka, seiji, brian s, brian h, marisa, bobo, christie, hube, clara, tiff tung, daniel L, daniel c, seiji, stamm, jung, tim, grace, ruby, yoyo, yukari, jason, ashley... theres a LOT more.. but i suck at these kinda thingz... im SO sorry if i misssed ya. i suckk.

hehe i guess this meanz no more updatin til like... next year...

im outttttie <3

okie everyone herez a REALLLIE disturbin article  from blairz newspaperz bout a year ago.. and omfg... EW... EW EW EW... ive underlined the grossest thingz.. enjoy.. ewew ew.....  i feel sorrie for maiself.. and.. all u otha poor soulz.. ew ew ewww... okie im juss bored bubye

Dirty dancing may face ban

by Simona Danilovska, Managing News Editor

12/19/2002
Measures to limit or ban freak dancing at Blair dances will be debated at the Jan 7 Leadership Conference [Editor's note: this meeting was postponed to Jan 13] sponsored by the SGA.

The meeting is open to administrators, class representatives and students concerned with the appropriateness of freak dancing.

In an informal Silver Chips survey of 100 Blazers conducted on Nov 19, 63 percent said they freak dance. But some go beyond dancing, according to junior Amy Ernst. "At my freshman Homecoming dance, I noticed a couple with both their pants pulled down below their crotch area. It would have looked like they were freak dancing among others on the wall, but the guy was thrusting while the girl was bent over, and you could see the bare skin of her hips," said Ernst.

SGA Vice President Emma Simson, a senior, said the SGA found used condoms on the dance floor two years ago as it was cleaning up after Homecoming.

Junior Rachel Moorin, who has seen dirty condoms on the floor after a dance, is appalled. "Freak dancing is okay to some extent but definitely not when guys are ejaculating on the dance floor," she said.

Such incidents have caused a recent uproar among concerned parents and teachers. Because students have different ideas of what constitutes proper behavior, the PTSA is working toward establishing specific ground rules for dances.

Ann Marie Moriarty, a Blair parent, suggested in an email to PTSA members that students who freak dance should receive a mark on their hands as a warning. If their behavior continues, Moriarty proposed, they will be asked to leave.

PTSA member and Blair parent Rich Celotto proposed that with the consensus of the PTSA, the SGA and Blair’s administration, a school announcement should be made informing the students of a policy restricting freak dancing. Then a joint letter would be sent to all parents, urging them to remind their children that freak dancing is prohibited.

Assistant Principal Carole Working met with the graduating class of 2002 to determine methods of controlling freak dancing. They were implemented at last year’s dances. "If the freak got too hot and heavy, we would put on Polish polka, play 'the heehaws'—get them to do something else," she said.

Freak dancing is "disgusting and demeaning," said Principal Phillip Gainous. Because of freak dancing, he no longer attends Blair dances, including Homecoming. "I’m glad I wasn’t there. If I was, I would have discontinued the dance. I would not have sanctioned it," said Gainous.

According to the Silver Chips survey, 66 percent of Blair students would not attend another dance if freak dancing was banned.

PTSA co-President Marilyn Shoenfeld said that attempts to lay ground rules on freak dancing put the SGA and PTSA in a difficult situation. "It’s between a rock and a hard place," she said. "The school wants kids to be more involved, not discouraged from coming to school activities," she said.

While more than half of Blair students said they freak dance, 33 percent said that seeing freak dancing has made them feel uncomfortable, according to the survey.

Freshman Lucy Reedy thinks that provocative behavior should not be displayed on the school dance floor. "It’s hard to get your dance on when people are having sex all around you."

Although both males and females expressed similar levels of discomfort in the survey, some girls seemed more vehemently opposed to freak dancing because they think the practice is degrading. "Girls who dance like that have no respect for themselves," said junior Teresa Marshall.

According to senior Drew Thomas, freak dancing is a way for teenagers to push the envelope. "People want to test the limits of their sexuality without getting in serious trouble," he said.

Junior Allison Birks, who attended Stone Ridge School of the Sacred Heart in her freshman year, said that inappropriate dancing was strictly prohibited. "At assemblies the staff would mention our policy against freak dancing, and at dances they would go as far as physically separating couples who did it," she said.

Distinguishing between dirty dancing and regular dancing might be difficult, wrote PTSA member Steve Hoffman to other PTSA members. "Dancing between a man and a woman—especially during the hormone-raging teen and young adult years—is going to have a certain degree of sexual content," said Hoffman

wooo hoooo i made itt.. more than a weeek ob no updatin.... iono y i still hav dis crapp... i only hav it fo da music i guess....?

lookin forward to: nothing

lookin bak at: everythin

dis will prolly be mai last entry fer a reallllieee long timeee... we'll c heh

life haznt been runnin that smoothly lately... ack no datz a lie... life haznt been runnin smoothly AT ALL.... o well itz ok... i'll hav to get used to it... 4 more yearz... ish all gewd.... all dat pain.... i juss gotta learn how to HIDE IT better... and stop RANDOMLY burstin into tearz, bitchin, yellin, losin mai temperr.. mmm hm...

gotta realize da fact dat im now officially a loser and dat i wasted a LOT of preciouss time tryna please people who would ditch me for whoo knoz wuh...

o wellllll... im outttieeee<33

edit-- 11/13

<3happi 5-monthz greggy... luv ya lotz thanx fer da musakk<3

i HATEEE ITALIAN FOOOD... I ALMOST GOT KILLLLED...

dis is wuh happened.....

todai... mom bought doze italian food thingiez from giant or wuhev... da onez dat u put in da oven and let it sit dere til itz readyy....

she had to go somehwere so she told me to watch it and i did...... fer da last 5 mintuez i thot was supposed to put da oven on 'clean'... and i did... and i locked it cuz i used to alwayz lock it....

in 5 mintuez i went bak.. and dere waz smoke comin outta it.. so i rushed there thinkin.. o no biggiee... a lil burnt wont doo harm.... buh den i found out dat da fuckin oven was STUCK.... aiiiya.... it WOULDNT OPENNNNNN....  so all dis smoke waz comin out and suffocatin meeeee =(..

i screamed fer mai broz help buh all he could do waz stand dere and laugh... and den finallie wave infronta da fire alarm.. i tried wavin infronta da otha fire alarm to get it to shut up... buh i used mai bigass sweater and i knocked one of our clockz off da walll... =\...

i thot i waz gonna break our oven.. i waz like... jumpin on it.. hahaha.... and den pokin random openingz wit chopstickz... well.. i finallie like.. cracked it open ::sigh::...

and den i spent bout anotha 30 mintuez tryin to get da burnt stuff off mai foood.... den finallllieeeee used spoonz and forkz to get da un-burnt food in a big bowl...

so now im eatin... arghhhh.. still reallie pissed.. and i smell like burnt crap.... o well...

ok im reallie stoopid... dun trust me in da kitchen